stuck

this is the first day that I through after my vacation. I feel too bad. I feel it is \very strange.. I have no spirit to do anything. I just need to get refreshing. It is hard to breath the air. I've visited my campus, I've passed this day without joining Linguistic and speaking class. I feel very painful. I've talked it to my friend, Ema. She asked me to come to her boarding house. I came there, and the same thing happened. I was still bored. I could find anything interesting. I though the assignments make me couldn't enjoy my time. I just think, think, and think without doing anything. There's no thing I can do. I have some trouble to do my tasks. I don't have PC. That's the problem. I don't want to disturb the other people because I borrow theirs. I'm collecting my money, but it still doesn't enough. I have to wait. i an rent PC actually, but it cost too much and it is not comfortable. I am just waiting.. I hope I can find the way soon.